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"You're allowed to feel

what you feel."

But what if

what I feel

is nothing?

What if

what I feel

is everything?

What if this tension

tears me into tectonic plates,

an earthquake in my body- mind?

What then? Am I allowed to feel

the things that don't make sense to me

or you or them or anyone?

Am I allowed to rip apart

and break, destroy, and tremble?

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So good, yes. Thank you for sharing!

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Yes. And maybe (hopefully) you'll realise you are mighty, and you can handle it ЁЯТЬ

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Oh yes, especially the things that don't make sense!

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Oof. I know this tension well. Thank you for sharing.

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I really felt this one, Lisa. It speaks to my own experience so well.

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Yes! Everything and nothing. I have had a lot of that lately.

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I love this poem, Lisa! And your questions and your wonderings! These lines resonated so powerfully for me:

"What if this tension

tears me into tectonic plates,

an earthquake in my body- mind?

What then? Am I allowed to feel

the things that don't make sense to me

or you or them or anyone?

Am I allowed to rip apart

and break, destroy, and tremble?"

What a gift it is to read this splendid poem!

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Thanks so much!

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