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When I worry about my purpose

I remember the chickens I used to have.

They had elevator music playing in their heads

But by golly, they were focused.

They pecked and scratched

And searched for bugs

And dust-bathed and sun-bathed

As if the world depended on it.

And why shouldn't they?

This is what chickens do.

So when I pick up a pencil

To draw or to write,

When I make food and share food

And walk in the sun,

I have found my purpose after all:

This is what humans do.

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Some days I just want to be a chicken.

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I love this!

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So simply stated!

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I love this poem so much. A grand theme brought back to such playful, grounded images!

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Love this Lisa, simply be the human animal we are.

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As one who constantly worries and wonders about their purpose - hear hear!

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Lisa, I suspect you have many purposes, and one once was to feed those chickens!

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P U R P O S E

It is both the fire and the sanctuary

My propulsion and my rest

My burden and my release

Burning urgency and steadfast patience

Fierce and fragile

Consuming and also quietly calm

I will hold you with loving care.

Become acquainted with your desires.

Kindle you and let you stoke my flames

Soothe you and let you ground me here

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Love "It is both the fire and the sanctuary" and "Burning urgency and steadfast patience"

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What a nice poem prayer for this morning. Thank you, Ange.

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I’m no sloth.

I’m a human

with a sensitive

nervous system

frazzled by decades

of exposure to the

wreckage wrought

by our Anthropocene,

and overextending myself

in environments not

designed for my thriving

all for the elusive sense

of belonging.

They say “bloom

where you are planted”—

and bring forth fruit to show for

your hard work—

but the soil of my grounding

And the air I breathe

is toxic.

So my aching joints

and my fatigued flesh

confining me daily to my bed

are a defiant fuck you

to the Protestant work ethic.

My body I’ve long ignored

reminds me hour by hour

that my worth and goodness

is inherent, my purpose

not tethered to my productivity.

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Really beautiful!

‘overextending myself

in environments not

designed for my thriving’ - yes yes 👌

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🔥🔥🔥

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"my purpose not tethered to my productivity." Yes.

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Yes yes yes -- thank you for putting this to words and sharing it.

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This is so beautiful Pascale, and I can feel and hear every word. Your poem is full of honesty, courage, wisdom and truth, and your closing words ring so true--our worth and goodness are not tetehred to our prodictivity. Thank you for the light you bring, here and elsewhere.

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Purpose

It’s one of those words

that’s been kidnapped

by the Grindstone Gang.

They’ve created a list

of all the ways

we can be ground down

by the economic buffoons

of Comparison, Competition,

and Consumption.

It’s taken me a long time

to realize that our purpose —

the only one that has true worth —

is to be and become

our true selves.

Here’s something I wrote

for a friend, about 6 years ago,

which really turned out

to be about me:

You-ness

Please take care of yourself,

and don't be afraid

to let other tender-hearted souls

care for you.

You're the only you

the cosmos has,

and the world not only has

a great purpose for you,

it — and we — also have

a great need

for your you-ness.

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‘Comparison, Competition,

and Consumption’ 👌

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“kidnapped by the Grindstone Gang” omg I’m howling. PREACH! 🙌🏼

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“Wrote it for a friend which really turned out to be about me”. Pure magic brother.

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This is sweet work, Todd. And I say amen to your call to be authentically, you, me, us!

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Ooof I like this!

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'Purpose'

Even the word sounds like pressure

the need to prioritise

and be productive

in pursuit of some

clearly. defined. goal.

...

But what if I

repurpose that interpretation

and claim as

my purpose

finding joy in the moment

delight in the small things

encouragement in a smile

hope in the love we share?

Yes, that will be

my purpose.

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Repurpose my purpose.

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Yes, Jane! I am right with you. Your opening is superb and so creative:

"Purpose'

Even the word sounds like pressure

the need to prioritise

and be productive

in pursuit of some

clearly. defined. goal."

This rings so true!

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That is a wonderful purpose indeed!

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how many folks

reach it.

.

how many folks

keep reaching.

.

how many folks

just settle on the first sparkly thing

within reach.

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To the point! Thanks Chuck.

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Amen, Chuck! Hard to resist those darn "sparkly things!"

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Thanks Kaitlin for your poem today, the simplicity of understanding and exploring our gifts. "while holding it loosely." It is good to be back here today, I have been away for several days at a family reunion. Here is my poem today on purpose...

.

Maybe there is a grand purpose for being here,

a majestic unity composed of multiplicity.

Or perhaps it is all a random convergence,

an intersection of indiscriminate variables.

.

Maybe purpose is all about what I do in the world,

my work, what I create, my outer vocation.

Or is it an inborn calling, a formless passion,

to simply align with life, present as love and care.

.

Maybe the purpose of it all is not to take sides,

these polarities of contradiction and opposition.

But to let the various voices of life and time

fuse together as an intermingling of meaning.

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I believe each life is a puzzle piece, part of the grand puzzle called humanity. Our purpose lived out determines whether our piece enhances the whole or leaves it unchanged or weakened. Hopefully our purpose realized leaves our world better for our having been here. Jordan Peterson suggests "start by making your bed each morning."

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We are curious beings,

always searching

for meaning;

.

an astral project

with no real measure

for completion.

.

We play a

fill-in-the-blank

sort of guessing game

.

cramming what we can

into the gaps

of our days,

.

but it is the space

that we need, that

is the point of everything,

.

and if we leave it, we can

breathe, and reclaim

our own purpose of being.

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but it is the space

that we need, that

is the point of everything,

.

and if we leave it, we can

breathe, and reclaim

our own purpose of being.

Lovely 🥰

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*space*

Yes!

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What a wonderful poem, A. I love the phrasing and cadence, and each stanza is its own poem, too. The closing is so right on it:

"and if we leave it, we can

breathe, and reclaim

our own purpose of being."

May it ever be so.

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Purpose as a choice.

Purpose as a web weaving a pathway

on which we choose to walk

with purpose

or let our selves flow

without

or avoid entirely

striking for the edges.

Stiching tension between

who I am

and

who I want to be

and

who the world needs me to be

and

who I am remembering I was.

An inherited walkway of fibers

tapestry generations immemorial

we pattern ourselves with each step

each choice

each loving heartbeat.

- on purpose

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This is so lovely, Natasha. I love the way you connect the words and lines--and this string--

"Stiching tension between

who I am

and

who I want to be

and

who the world needs me to be

and

who I am remembering I was."

Yes, yes, yes! Thank you for this sweet work!

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ALETHEA

O Truth, your love is infinite

as the beautiful black

void between the stars.

Your winding alchemical moon

sends its letters to this fettered

gossamer-breather, this seeker

of starsong who shines barren.

She is toxin and tincture, root

and flower of your mystery.

She is making music in the library.

She lights candles to you on the altar

of her skin and prays that you are not

O Librarian

going to scold her for her flame

since your books were already burning.

O Sacred Sun, you who anointed

this little creatrix whose throat

aches bruising in your grip,

be gentle. She doesn’t know

how not to shatter herself, flailing,

against you. She forgets far worse

will fracture if you let go. Remember

your promise to heal her,

when she breaks. Remind her

she is diamond dust and salve

her tender wounds. Help her rest

in trust that the weight of her is nothing

to the hands that hold together galaxies.

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This is incredible, January. It is truly an epic poem and pays such wonderful witness and tribute.

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Thank you, Larry. You are very kind to say so. 🙏

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We’d love to say

That we did this on purpose-

We claimed a love like ours

Like a smart decision,

A predestined prize.

You don’t give me purpose

But you gave me an open field

To plant my own and dug

In the dirt beside me.

We didn’t choose wildflowers,

Intertwined among rows

Of tilled plans. They have

Their own whimsical purpose,

We are here only to delight

In them, what better use

Of love is there?

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*dug in the dirt beside me*

A true practice of accompaniment!

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This is splendid, A.M. I like each line and really LOVE the last stanza! “ We are here only to delight in them iii, what better use Of love is there.” Beautiful!

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A sticky note

above the desk:

“Your vocation in life is where

your greatest joy meets

the world’s greatest need”

A common enough idea

but an impossible crossroads

that I have spent years

pondering and

getting no closer

to joy or

the world

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Nice work Grace! Just going by the poems you share, you seem to be getting closer!

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A purpose-driven life

has given me nightmares.

Growing up religious, I was

(heavy) handed major

pressure to

behave/speak/dress/act

in specific ways.

To seek first the Kingdom of God

(where I am not Queen).

To put God first, others second,

myself third (last).

A low-pressure system

hovered over my life,

oppressive and ominous.

Now the storm has finally

broken, and the Divine Control

has washed away, yet

I continue to struggle

with feelings of guilt

and obligation.

What I'm learning to be true:

there is no report card.

Life has no boss,

no master planner, no rulebook.

I'm allowed

to live my life however

the fuck I want.

Purpose is mine

to discover

or ignore. 

I need no permission.

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Absolutely right on, Sarah! It is so hard to let go of those deep lessons from long ago--yes, they run deep, but each movement way from them and towards wholeness is a step closer. You are a queen and you need no permission!

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Thank you Kaitlin! My answer to your poem’s query is Yes! At least this morning it is. Thank you for the hope you bring to my heart. ❤️

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Someone wrote a book

Called “A Purpose Driven Life”

But learning to Love on purpose

Is how we remove the strife

Can we learn to witness

Tomfoolery & Nonsense

Without internalizing

What is clearly false pretense

Without Judgement

Just Loving what is here

No matter how it offends

Our Liberal Ear

Purposely choosing Love

Instead of judging our peers

Perhaps that’s our calling

As we reel in the years

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It is a beauitful, sunny, blue sky day here in New Hampshire, and the gist of this poem came to me this morning while riding my bike along the ocean. Rhyming is not my forte, but it just came out this way.

Purpose?

^

Here come the chaos makers,

desperate bakers of toxicity,

sowing division and calling it vision,

intolerant peddlers of absolute “truth.”

^

Angry and frantic without much purpose,

fears and jeers their only surplus

hidden beneath but not on the surface

the primary conductors of the circus.

^

Heckles and freckles,

wisdom the size of a speckle

playing Hyde disguised as Jekyll

their sworn word not worth a shekel.

^

Often the loudest voices, these prophets of doom,

taking the greatest joy and painting it gloom

their narrow lanes clear the rooms

turning every whisper into kaboom.

^

Spinning lies and calling it truth,

wild tales without any proof,

viewing the sky and seeing a roof,

like a shaky dentist with only one tooth.

^

They’d just as soon that you and I

leave the arena with dust in our eyes

or be caught on camera with fingers in their pies,

dispatched and deployed as our last goodbye.

^

False patriots and wispy flag wavers

haphazardly attached to poles from Savers,

arguing in the back over who is braver

these feckless followers and future enslavers.

^

Holiday weekend coming so soon

close enough to the flower moon

sleeping in the forest to the sound of a loon

determined to sing to a much different tune.

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Preach! Great rhythm and rhyming. Almost rap-esque in my mind!

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Karri,yhour comments make me smile. I preach most Sundays, in hopefully what does not come across as preaching!

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*primary conductors of the circus*

Absolutely! 🙌🏽

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