When I was little, I found ways to get around my everyday worries by using my imagination—by thinking of something I was so excited about, so looking forward to, that I’d fall to sleep a little more peacefully.
To be honest, I’m still that way—using my mind and my heart to dream and imagine something that’s on the horizon, something that is yet to come but it steadily approaching.
The work of anticipation can be really wonderful, can’t it?
The word anticipate comes from Latin and means to take something into consideration, the work of acting in advance.
So in my poem today, I’m running with that idea: the embodiment of anticipation.
But first, a few images to spark our imaginations. These are images that come up when I search stock photos for our poetry prompt words, which is always an interesting exercise.
So, images for “anticipation”
We act like our future hopes and dreams are just that— something that is far off, unattainable, something we hope and pray will show up at some point. But with anticipation, we recognize that right here, right now, we are in the work of those very hopes and those tender, unrealized dreams. Right now, we are creating the very fabric of a life that is built with sacred love, with tender care, rooted in gorgeous belonging. There is no “tomorrow” when we find the sacred right here in our very heart center, right here where we are waiting for a sign that we are truly loved. We anticipate it, and in that, we act on it with our very bodies, creating right now the life that we will have tomorrow and the day after that, for every generation who asks who they one day hope to be.
Being suspended in a web of anticipation
Waiting for small vibrations along a tread
Is a spider of information moving towards me
Bringing knowledge i am loved
Spiders do not bring answers
They bring paralysis
So that the fluids of life
can be slowly sucked
From one’s fearful soul
I easily extricate myself
I am emancipated
With simple wisdom
Gained with tiny footsteps
Over the path of time
Life’s enchantment is rewarded
Not by being loved
But by loving
Anticipation:
An insane,
furious,
curious,
aggrivating,
frustrating,
all-consuming
24/7 walk
on a bed of nails
to an innocent boy
who doesn't want to be
innocent
anymore.