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"spare some change?"

says the liturgist to the congregation.

says God to

absolutely

everyone

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That’s a whole-ass sermon right there, my friend. Thank you. 🙌🏼

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Good thing, with so much else going on in the Feast of Pentecost liturgy today. Phew!

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absolutely....

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Change…

What?

Again?

Yes…

And again.

And… again…

And again…

Change

tiring

frustrating

thought provoking

reorienting

recalibrating

But… with

Hands open

Eyes open

Heart open

What’s around the corner is coming

So is growth.

Change

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Right?!?. Again and again and again.

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Very nice, Kristy. I like the way your flow blends so nicely with rhe constant rhythm of change. These lines towards the end are quite moving:

"But… with

Hands open

Eyes open

Heart open

What’s around the corner is coming..."

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Change

It collects in a jar,

on the dresser,

until we pour it out

as an offering

to alleviate hunger

and poverty.

It’s so easy to imagine

when it’s someone else

who’s doing it.

It’s the way of the cosmos,

constant motion,

continual adjustment,

plans and re-plans.

We are pained when

it feels forced upon us,

but emboldened when

it feels like our choice.

It’s not easy when

we have to go first,

but the person we find

in the mirror

at the other end

is stronger, more resilient.

We don’t always

make good choices,

but the practice

is what propels us,

not to perfection,

but wholeness.

Change.

Let’s do it.

Let’s be it.

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This is splendid, Todd. I like how you begin with the image of change in a jar, on the dresser and move out into the changes in our lives and the world. Quite nice.

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It’s the word-nerd within, who insists on running each word through the dictionary (or is it the fridge) to see what comes out. 🤭

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Well considered and pondered, I'd call it!

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It's summer now

I'm sticky with sunscreen and bug spray

and a cloying sweat

But my winter coat's on the hook in the hallway--

The flip of the seasons so quick as to be dizzying.

.

The mockingbird sings all night long for a mate

And I let the medical bills pile up and wonder what it's all for.

.

We painted the house.

The kingbirds are back.

So many engagements.

I want to run away.

.

When my spouse bought a dishwasher

I cried, because I was stressed by the sudden introduction of something new.

But now I love it and can't imagine chores without it

But I am upset, like an apple cart,

by every new thing

Breaking its way into my life.

Why can't I be a kid

Why can't I be a teen

Why can't I be a mythical version of myself

Why must I be born

again and again and again?

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Oof, this has gotten me right in the feels Lisa. Thank you.

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I'm both glad and kind of sorry that it was relatable! :)

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"upset like an apple cart, by every new thing"

Same.

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It's such a mood!

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I feel this poem in my bones.

transformational whiplash.

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For real!

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This is deeply relatable, Lisa. "Upset, like an apple cart" is so good. All of it is so good.

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Thanks so much! I love exploring double meanings, such as "upset" here.

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Yes! Me, too.

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This is quite powerful, Lisa. It resonates so strongly, and speaks so keenly to what can be our innate resistsance to change, even good change.

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Thank you!! I am ridiculously resistant to change of any kind, which often makes my life much harder than it needs to be...

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Lisa, I expect it is one of your qualities that also contribute to so many good aspects of who you are! In fact, others might consider it wisdom or thoughtfulness!

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Change happens one day at a time

You don't really see it happening

Then one day

You look back

And poof

You're different

You're not sure how or when it happened

You just know

At the core you've

Changed

Are you happy about it

Neither

You just go with the flow

And recognize the growth

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Poof......

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Very nice, Gloria. You capture the dizzying and also subtle pace and power of change so well.

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Thank you!

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Change

How odd

it is

that The Creator

imbued the creation

with an innate

aversion

to life's

only

constant.

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Yes!!!

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Ooooooh... I love this!

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If I’d known that you were coming,

I’d have been better prepared.

As it is you took me by surprise

Just showing up like this.

If I’d known that you were coming,

I’d have paid the past more mind

When it was still the present

Before you came along.

If I’d known that you were coming,

I’d have made a different choice

Than to wish away the days

Of an ordinary life.

I should have known that you were coming

Because change always does.

And now that you are here

You might as well come in.

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"You might as well come in." I feel that.

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I love this Karri! The ending is superb: "you might as well come in." Indeed!

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I want to change the world

But all I’ve got is chump change

(Small acts of healing, one little moment at a time)

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This is wonderful, Alexandra! It's a real gift to create such a powerful poem in three lines. Wow!

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Sometimes all it takes

is the simplest change;

like the light of the moon

as it waxes and wanes,

a difficult concept

more clearly explained,

new intimacy with something

you once found strange

a different perspective through

distance you've gained,

or the satisfaction

of a room rearranged.

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Oh I love the flow and rhythm of this!

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The rhythm of this feels like breathing room.

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Oh, I love this A. What a wonderful cadence and flow you create. There is a beautiful lyrical quality to your poem. I love the ending: "or the satisfaction of a room rearranged."

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Wrote this one a few years back to help me with the transition from summer to autumn ...

The nights are drawing in.

And I am okay.

I see the change - I am the change.

This mantra I will say.

To remind myself

That change is good.

New rhythms in me drumming.

I sit with them, and recall -

It's all about becoming.

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Very nice, Sarah! I really like the ending lines: "New rhythms in me drumming. I sit with them, and recall-it's all about becoming." This is remarkable work!

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She always aims for the big screen

Like all those angels do.

but she has a quirky habit

of bailing halfway thru.

Flaming Tongues? On their heads?

Then they talk funny?

They'll just seem drunk again,

Still toasting the Easter bunny.

But it's just the kind of drama

that you're known for, no shit.

Something to write home about,

an event that they won't forget.

Allrite, allrite let's give it a shot.

Lets try your crazy scheme.

But don't you dare change horses

In the middle of your theme.

(Badum tish) (🥁)

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God of Upheaval, Storm of the Spirit,

Lord of The Winds Of Change,

you love us too much to leave us where we are.

Drive me out of my comfortable habits

of comparison and complacency,

because I’m still buying the lie

that I need that apple to be enough.

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Very nice, January, and very fitting for Pentecost!

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They say

"the only constant

is change,"

a knowing look

in their eyes.

For the perfectionist,

the control-freak,

this is a hard truth

to swallow.

But I've discovered,

slowly,

with difficulty,

that if I can embrace

the fickleness of life,

if I can lean into

my powerlessness,

when I simply

(bravely)

hang on to the raft

and float through the rapids,

my strife subsides

and I

can enjoy the ride.

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Hanging onto that raft here for awhile now!!

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This is exceptional, Sarah. You describe so wonderfully how hard it can be to enjoy the pace of change when you are in it and padlding frantically just to stay upright.

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Thank you, Larry. You are so encouraging :)

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*hang on to the raft…

and float…*

Yes!

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Planck said;

“When you change the way

You look at things,

The things you look at Change

Brilliant insights

That usually ring true

But do they apply

When looking at You

Do we notice our own Change

And take proper Credit

For Glowing & Growing

Making our old life, one big Edit

If you’re writing prose here

And doing the tough inner work

Dontcha think you deserve

More than just an occassional perk

An actul Self-Hug Perhaps

For how far you’ve come

Still feeling & caring

Refusing to go Numb

Maybe Tassle your own Hair

It’s not really that Strange

An Extra dose of Self-Love

To Celebrate your own Change

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Hunched in a doorway

Sheltered from the rain

Begging for change.

Coins tossed in a vain

Attempt to contain

The palpable shame,

Which money won’t assuage.

Spare change

Is not a living wage.

It is profane

To short-change

Someone’s pain.

True capital gains

Occur when we engage.

Listen to the human race…

We are begging for change.

The kind we can sustain.

Stop justifying restraint.

BE the change.

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This is powerful and poignant, Janine. Your rhyming is exquisite and works so well.

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I love your poem today so much, Kaitlin - it inspired mine (and reshaped the way I think of change), so thank you :)

Change

I used to think

I hated change

but now I realise

I hate sudden change

forced change

unexpected change.

I love natural change

light to dark

day to night

sunrise to sunset

the rhythm of the day

winter to spring

spring to summer

summer to autumn

autumn to winter

the flow of the seasons

the change that comes

with the passing of time

young to old

gentle

quiet

peaceful

one day at a time

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I love this idea of natural change vs forced change.

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This is very beautiful, Jane. Thank you!

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