We are here.
I always come to the end of this month with so much tenderness toward all of you.
Whether you wrote poetry or not.
Whether you opened all these emails or not.
However you show up here is exactly how you should show up here.
Mino-bimadiziiwin is about living in a good way, showing up as best we can with our truest selves for one another, for Mother Earth. I feel you all do this for yourselves and each other so often.
You’ve done this for me time after time, and I can’t tell you how grateful I am.
Before we get to today’s word, I have a surprise, and I am so glad to finally show it to you:
I am publishing an e-book of my poetry!
This is the perfect time to share this project with you, as we’ve been steeped in the medicine of poetry all month.
So many of you have been in workshops with me where I’ve read newer, unpublished poetry, and you’ve asked me where you can read it. I am so happy to tell you that now these poems have a home and are available to all of us.
Thresholds of Alchemy is a journey through the healing portals of poetry, exactly what we’ve been practicing here together over the last month (and really the last several years).
Many of these poems have been born over the last two years. They are some of the most powerful I’ve written, cloaked in my medicine, in the care of my ancestors. I hope that you feel this when you read them, that they sink into your soft, tender body, into your waiting soul, into your being as a form of medicine.
Here’s how it works. I’m publishing the e-book directly from my website. Check it out below:
Again, igwien, deep, deep thanks for being my people. Over the next several weeks I’ll be sharing readings of the poetry and some of the stories behind these poems.
Today’s word is healer.
We touch each other’s souls because we are stardust, kissing the night sky with every word put to the page. When we think we can’t find the way, those stars light up, telling us where to go, singing us back to sleep after the long, hard journey. Kiss the stardust of your belonging, hands over your heart, Healer tattooed there, a word that keeps you safe so that you always remember exactly who you are.







They gave me books and papers to write
666 pages it was, exactly
by the time I took my degree.
The temptation to add one more page
was tamed by the perfection of the number.
Now go forth and heal the world
with liturgies
theologies
of the dead white men.
But one wise voice whispered in my ear:
Take it.
Take the ordered oaths
the title and the robe
and be the heretic you were meant to be.
Find your teachers in the poets who speak to the deep and growing parts of your being.
Know your mentors in the rivers and the trees.
Raise your hands to grandmother moon
and let her bathe your words in wisdom.
Learn the tender truth
that the healer is in every one of you.
Kaitlin, I found you May of 2024. I was broken over the death of my middle child. I have found being here, participating in your May poem prompts to be a powerful tool in healing. I will never be the person I was before my daughter's death. But I am learning to walk in companionship with grief. I appreciate what you bring to the table every month, but May has become a special month each year. Thank you.
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It is within our power to help heal the world.
Through deeds and actions,
Through prayer,
Through the healing practices of our ancestors.
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It is within our power to help heal the world.
Through acts of kindness, we extend towards others.
Through dance, art, music…
Through our spirituality.
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It is within our power to help heal the world.
Call upon your creator.
Call upon your high power.
Call upon your spirit guides.
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It is within our power to help heal the world.
Oh, great Creator,
Fill my soul with abiding love,
Make me an instrument of your peace.