Hi friends,
Today’s word is catharsis.
It’s originally a Greek word, meaning “purification” or “cleansing”
How do we find hope through catharsis? That is our question today.
I can’t wait to read what you’ve written, and I’m sending so much love and care to everyone holding this space for yourselves to ask these questions.
Let Go
My very first ride was necessary, because I was grieving. I had no idea how to begin the journey, but what I knew was that my body had been holding all that grief for far too long, punishing herself along the way to healing. My body, in not knowing herself, had forgotten how to let go, how to embody, how to begin again. So, I let her, an invitation to start, to believe that she should and could. Every movement of my legs, every word of encouragement seemed to bring forth endless tears, but suddenly, a release, a letting go, the grief a little less heavy, the walls around me a little more crumbled, a little less secure, the inner lightbulb illuminating every dusty corner of my soul. Every moment of embodiment is an opportunity to cleanse, to ask how we show up to our grief, how we acknowledge our grief, and how we let our grief go, if only for a moment, if only for a 10 minute Peloton ride, if only for a 2-hour climbing session, if only for a little while, in order to find our way back home again.
Cathar-sis-ter
I don't have time
Nor energy
To research
If the '-sis'
In catharsis
Has a link
To the '-sis'
In sister.
In any case
You, sweet sister,
Have helped
Me understand
More times
Than I can count
That relief -
Release -
Does not have
To be perfect;
That I do not
Have to be
Some fairytale
Version of pure -
Unattainable -
Demure.
You call to me
With simplicity -
'Your release,
Little sis,
Will not
Come from
An external source.
Nope.'
I am
My own
Catharsis.
My middle name
Is Hope.
So many poets
recite litanies
of genus and species
when writing of birds.
I only know
that the particularly exuberant
symphony of song
that they're singing
this morning
is palliative.